Wednesday, December 3, 2008
I just found out something.. My wife jo is having a child with his guy fren in facebook.. How do u accept mi to take tis down n quiet.. I try not to think about it but everytime new things came in to attack mi.. I really felt so weak.. It's been 3 months adding this month since i last have any sex with jo.. She always promise said when she went out n came back in the evening she'll give mi but in the end, when she came back the first thing she went straight to the com n start talking to tat guy on msn.. She told mi she love mi but i don't felt anything.. I'm always the 1 to walk to her side to get any kisses when i want it, she never did came over to kiss mi.. Backache, stomach cramp, Sleep late at night around 3 - 4. I'm just someone who paid rent n staying over.. She doesn't even put herself in my shoes.. My life sucks.. Actually i can end it anytime, but i'll wait.. Heard tat jo going out with her fren on New Year Day, i guess tat guy goin also.. I'll follow along n i'll keep a knife in my bag.. That's wat i'll do.. I'll end everything on New Year Day..
it got me home
7:44 AM
