Friday, December 5, 2008
Been letting hatral taken over mi tis week.. Just than realise, tat all i wan is love, care n attention from my love 1.. If i can't even give them wat they wan how do i expect them to give mi wat i wan.. I'll not be lonely anymore.. I have my Darling wife Joreen n my cute cute daughter Chloe with mi. I love you, Jo.. Neverending love.. Felt so tired now..
it got me home
8:18 AM
Thursday, December 4, 2008
Alright, This is the first time i got sooo many thing to write in my blog.. Although I'm the only 1 reading.. If everyone were to put a price on them.. Mine will be $0.. My life don't worthy anything.. Without mi the world still move, without mi ppl still continue their life.. No one will noticed whether i'm still around anot de.. But since i'm here le.. If one day i know tat i'm gonna die, n i know the date n time.. I'll bring along someone will mi.. Being dreaming about being a assassin.. Having my own set of dagger.. Slashing ppl throat while walking past them without anyone noticing.. My plan for the new year day was spoilt.. I'll look for other chances.. :)
I really think tat u'r so smart Davin.. Smart n handsome.. Ahhh.. We love you, Davin.. Good job..
Never would have tot that all the praises i wanted to heard will came true.. (by self prasing..) Haahaha..
If the day i passed away n someone wanted clue on things n found my blog n manage to break my password.. U r smart.. I admire u.. I finally know the true natural side of mi.. I'm don't wan to create trouble.. but once thing get started I'll be really nasty... Hahahahaa..
it got me home
1:32 AM
Wednesday, December 3, 2008
I just found out something.. My wife jo is having a child with his guy fren in facebook.. How do u accept mi to take tis down n quiet.. I try not to think about it but everytime new things came in to attack mi.. I really felt so weak.. It's been 3 months adding this month since i last have any sex with jo.. She always promise said when she went out n came back in the evening she'll give mi but in the end, when she came back the first thing she went straight to the com n start talking to tat guy on msn.. She told mi she love mi but i don't felt anything.. I'm always the 1 to walk to her side to get any kisses when i want it, she never did came over to kiss mi.. Backache, stomach cramp, Sleep late at night around 3 - 4. I'm just someone who paid rent n staying over.. She doesn't even put herself in my shoes.. My life sucks.. Actually i can end it anytime, but i'll wait.. Heard tat jo going out with her fren on New Year Day, i guess tat guy goin also.. I'll follow along n i'll keep a knife in my bag.. That's wat i'll do.. I'll end everything on New Year Day..
it got me home
7:44 AM
